[FIC] Hoshi no Suna chapter 4/14: Personal Jesus (ENG)

Title: Hoshi no Suna
Author: sevenswells who got back to hiding under her rock
Rating: NC -17 (but still PG -13 for this chapter. I'm sorry, but next one is back to NC -17, just for diac! ^___~)
(One True) Pairing: Gackt/Miyavi
Warnings: Not safe for work, yaoi, angst, alternate universe.
Word Count: 2188 w but dear me it seemed way longer
Comments: dedicated more than ever to kamexkame !
This chapter was SO FUCKING HARD TO TRANSLATE, it might have been one of the worst, I don't know what I'd have done without her.
So, many thanks, darling, this is for you only. ^.^

Also, I wrote this before I saw any Gackt concert... well, it figures (again, I only took inspiration from my own concert experiences in Paris). I was amazed when I finally saw the DVD of "Sixth Day and Seventh Night" a few months ago and the people from the Japanese audience standing very straight in their spaces, not moving an inch and keeping their distances from one another... O_____O well it didn't look like a concert audience at all (but the show in itself was more than mind-blowing though, it totally rocked my world)

    ( It was the only measure I knew for happiness, those snatches of pure existence when everything else seemed morbid and bland. )